A thick smell of humidity and musk rested in the air. It
rested heavy causing breathing to be a lot more difficult as the air slowly
entered into my lungs and rested there as well. Drops of rain being whipped
around by the wind hitting the windows, trickling down casting shadows on my
body. There were blotches of light that hit the floor but I remained hidden in
the shadows, in the darkest part of the room. I held my legs as tight as I
could, my hair falling over my face stuck to the tears that drowned my skin.
Makeup smeared around my eyes trailing down my face, running down my neck
soaking the collar of my shirt. I felt my eyes and lips swelling, my body subtly
trembling. I had physically been there but my mind had been sucked into a black
hole eternally disconnected from the world. I somehow managed to come back but had
asked for too much again. My hands ran up my face stretching my skin as they
grasped my scalp pulling my hair as hard as I could to move the focus of pain
in another direction. Strands of hair twisted in between my fingers as my head
hit the wall over and over again. Energy traveled inside of me through my veins
causing my muscles to contract and release from frustration. Rage seeped
through my skin and viciously attacked my mind. I pulled and pulled and my
fingers dug into my palms painting my fingertips red. The smell of metal rose
from my hands and sat as heavy as the musk and rain. I rested my head back as a
pool of tears formed at the base of my eyes impairing my vision. Lightening
struck illuminating my face that was flushed and blotched, bruised and smeared.
There had been no conversation, no meeting, no communication. It was the
silence that brought me there. Your silence rang in my ears, destroyed my mind,
and threw me back in the grave where I died once again.
{'Hello Darkness, My Old Friend' by MadamePsychosis}
Where are you now?
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